Admitting when you are the Abuser…

That’s a tough one to swallow. Admitting when your the real true monster is really hard to accept. But you must accept it.

You must accept the fact that you are the reason why your spouse or children fear you. You must accept the fact you are the reason why your partner is in so much pain. Accepting the blame for your anger and destruction is the first step to change.

Once the scene of red clears, you realize you’ve messed up big time. You’ve hurt the one that you supposedly love and this will eat at you for the rest of your life. It’s not the end of the world though…Once you except your blame and realize you are doing wrong for you and your loved ones…Your life can be changed around.

Once you know that you can control your demons and you have time to make things right…Things in your life will look out much brighter and much secure.

If your spouse is willing to work with you and you are very open to change and redeeming yourself and your life…then you have nothing to lose in this lifetime…


Personal Wedding Inspiration

This is the 10-year engagement saga…I’ve have been saving these fashion designs and prompts for years…

I’ve been working on this wedding preparation for about 10 years now…This is something that I would love to have or something that I would love to afford…

My personal wedding inspiration

Wedding Dresses





Wedding Ceremony 



Wedding Reception


Groomsman & Groom




After Hours

A nice drunken bar night against a pool table…

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The unraveling of my clothes drops to the floor,
The silk of your lips kisses my soul,
The feel of your fingers dances around my body,
The tenderness of your words raddles my mind,
The soft edges and curves of your body presses to my essences,
These secrets to keep to myself,
Only makes me want to burst into flames from your heated passion…

The difference between us…

I’m dressed in silk,
You are dressed in leather,
I’ve looked for you in the darkness,
You’ve sought me in my brightness,
Your eyes are as light as day,
My words are as dark as night,
I read you like poetry,
You turn me like a paged novel…

Organizing with My Big Family

My days usually bleed into each other. Trying to maintain the family while trying to work on my writing career can be really tough. I have to admit some days I’m overwhelmed with the amount of work I have to do. But with the help of my husband and keeping track of things using Cozi, I find that I can handle even the busiest days.

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January Movie Reviews

Now I’ve been trying my hardest to keep up with my movie reviews and trying to submit them on time. With that being said, here are my top three movies that I’ve watched this month.

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