The feeling is strange; so, strange that it starts to make my heart ache and my mind go numb.

It’s too familiar yet too strange. The depth of these feelings is layered. Saddens, grief, anger, loneliness. It all feels and taste bitter with emotions.

I never know how to define it. I never know how to handle the despair.

I want to smile, laugh along with everyone but something in me grabs my heart tight, crushes it to pieces.

The brightness inside of me is gulped by something dark. No, I would be wrong to say it is dark – it is empty, nothing else…

 

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s