There has been a lot of stuff going on during this past couple of weeks. I’m slowly trying to get by, but even with these bumpy road blocks…I still have a lot to be thankful for…

Everyone likes my writing…for the most part lol I’ve gotten some very nice feed back as of late so that really motivates me to keep going.

The kids really love school and they are doing great…I can’t ask for much more than that. I’m really proud of them, especially Aeryn which is her first time at school and she’s really excelling!

We’ve been out of the shelter going on 4 years now…I’ve read an article once that people who move out of the family shelter in NYC usually end up going back after a year or two…So proud and grateful we are not falling into these statistics…

We have furniture in our own home…it’s just nice to know me and my husband worked hard at getting our own furniture…

We have a pet ferret…Todo is a lot of work but he is awesome! We love our fur baby…

Our son can semi walk and he is really trying to talk…Who am I kidding he really is talking!

So yes…I may go through my struggles…but I’m grateful for how far I’ve come…


Against You

You make my heart skip a beat,
It jumps each time you smile,
Each time you give a light laugh,
The feel and touch you give my heart,
Makes me forget about the ugliness in the world but the gentleness of your smile…
Tears stream down my face as you kiss my lips and bring me to your bed,
The softness of your skin collides with the bed sheets,
I just want to hear your moans above me as my trembling body is beneath you…
Your as strong as the thunderous wind as you hold me tight,
But I can feel you break down in my hands,
Let me ride you into the night,
Let me relish in your sun light,
I want to scream your name into the moon light and let the vibrations bounce off the sun…
Our high lowers as the morning light breaks into the room,
Against you is where I want to be and where I want to stay…


This strong appetite I feel for you,
Is more than what I can adore,
Craving your every move and touch,
The desire to have you next to me is so strong that I can feel nothing but you inside me,
I can feel the excitement and anticipation of your love growing inside of me,
The fondness of your eyes staring into mine,
I have nothing but affection for you…and deep lust…



The perfect grin to the perfect skin,
The expressions of your love show me what you need,
I keep waiting for you to return to me,
I look upon your perfect skin for clarification,
Your hips walk with confidence towards me,
Nothing can keep my fingertips…off of your perfect skin…

Drunk in Love Chapter 4: Intoxicated Bliss

I want you to take all my pain away. I hear your voice whispering my name as you hold me in your strong arms. I don’t know why whenever my rage or anger consumes me; I get this way about you and I need you. Maybe you are my real-time stress reliever I try to deny and I just don’t know it yet. I’m sorry if these feelings are too deep but these feelings are real. It kills me knowing I can’t have you because you are so far away…

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Drunk in Love Chapter 3: Alluring High

Whenever life gets that much difficulty, I can run into this room that you are in. I may be out of breath, but I know I have to get to you quickly. Your right there in front of me; your stance is alluring threw my drunken eyes, your dark eyes giving me a once over, your strong face that seems to give out every emotion I feel. I would be lying to you if I said I didn’t want to feel you inside of me at this moment…

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